

Vanishing Streaks of Light
"Wow! Did you see that?" We both said with one voice as the star shot out of our eyes painting a brilliant glowing line across the galaxy...
Aug 18, 20202 min read
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Standing in the Mud
I had a loose but unshakable grip on Vic's handlebars as we descended a washed-out old road to the lead mine. Some soccer ball sized...
Aug 17, 20204 min read
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Becoming Buddha
It would have been amazing if Trump realized the truth in that moment. In the video below you can see clearly the question was not...
Aug 15, 20203 min read
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What Does Love Taste Like?
"Hey Jamie, you want a burger?" I almost always say no thank you. I'm discovering that is about my fear of intimacy with others and my...
Aug 14, 20203 min read
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Sasquatch!
My "bigfoot" air freshener swings back and forth dangling from my rearview mirror as I drive around. There he is going to the store...
Aug 13, 20203 min read
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What's in a name? Me?
I named this blog after my dharma name!?! It feels like sacrilege. On the surface I am reaffirming a "self" or as described in the...
Aug 12, 20202 min read
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Open the Fridge
During my second period of zazen this morning a rush of memory washed over me. Very warm childhood memories. That's a relief because I've...
Aug 11, 20202 min read
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One Zazen
My girlfriend and I did zazen laying down this afternoon. I almost fell asleep once or twice. Just breathing in and breathing out....
Aug 10, 20202 min read
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Home again and again
I went to my hometown Berlin the other day to visit my dad and my mom. As I was driving through the city I saw a woman just walking down...
Aug 8, 20202 min read
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A fresh start
Daikan is the dharma name given to me by my Zen teacher Nancy Mujo Baker Roshi. It's two parts Dai and Kan, so, it has two Japanese...
Aug 7, 20202 min read
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