The 40th Zen Ancestor Tongan Daopi had anxiety about obtaining "it" until Yunju told him, “you are already such a thing.” "If you want to acquire such a thing, you must become such a person. Since you are already such a person, why be anxious about such a thing?" Togan woke up! It has to be this exact being, here and now. My feet are cold over by the kitchen. In Keizan’s Teisho he says; “The winds of discrimination cannot enter this place of knowing.”  The "knowing by be

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